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I forgot this page existed. Cooooooooool. Here’s a picture of me and my cat.
It’s too bad that I’m a in a bit of a Senior rut. I feel like I should be completely pumped about what comes next but really- I consider myself pretty passive. It was one thing when I was graduating High school and I knew I was going to be in school for another 4 years. No matter what, I knew I’d be in a dorm room somewhere, settled.
Now what?
I guess I’ll be home. I need to have a 300 hour Internship on site this Summer. I’ve sort of looked into it… but… I feel like I haven’t found the right place yet. Perhaps I haven’t found the right segment of the Industry… Or it’s possible I’m not entirely ready to leave Massachusetts. I know that I’ll have to in order to get the life I “want”.
I’m not good with change. I’m also not good at putting myself first. I really would stay in MA, live on the farm and commute to an “okay” job just to stay around the family. I’m lucky to have them and hate the thought of leaving for any amount of time for anything. Time with them is precious especially when illness is present.
At the same time, do I really plan on burying these crazy expectations I’ve given myself and my life? Dear God. I’m not ready.
So so so busy. Can’t keep up with anything these days. Finals are over, SoGo stuff is coming back strong. Can’t keep letting the team down with my lack of time to do anythingggggggg
I do have a twitter, @Kendi28 but I only really use the @SoGoProStreet account (for the company I work with )
“21. Remain a Musician.”
in Music Business Seminar- last one ever:(I will try. I hope my life will allow me to use some of my true crafts… If not consistently, a few times at least. As Pete said, it is apart of us. I have been playing the flute since I was 8 years old, over 10 years- half my life. Will I stop playing the flute and singing when I graduate and no longer have the mandatory ensembles? I hope I can stay true to that piece of my identity. I’ve had Pete’s classes for 3 years. Loved every one of them, and know for certain I’ll absolutely miss them. Not to mention he’s taught me so much, and was a huge part in helping me find my direction. I’m still figuring it out, but I feel much more prepared thanks to him. Gratitude. Absolute gratitude.
I want you to help me become the man I wish I was so I can help you become the woman I know you are

Since I can remember: I’ve always listened to instrumental music when I study. For the past 7 years or so, it’s been mostly Howard Shore’s Lord Of The Rings score for all 3 films… I’m talking the extended collection. Thank you Mr. Shore- Now let’s hope we work some magic on this Business Law midterm!
Today: Music Business Student. Senior. Still in Aural Skills (4). Must. Memorize. Melody. Midterm. Manana.
Yeah. I also have a Business Law midterm- 2 hours long… 50 True/False, 50 MC, 4 Essays.
Holllly crap Contract Law.
Not my favorite photo by far! Something a lot of folks don’t know about me is that I started dance (Ballet, Point, Tap, Jazz) at the age of 3. For years I wanted to be a choreographer but that dream faded as time went on. Whenever I’m in my Aural Skills class and I need to figure out the rhythm to an example, I always thank my dancing days for giving me such a strong sense of the beat :) I stopped my Junior year in high school when I literally could no longer fit it into my schedule. Good times… but life goes on.